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Monday, December 26, 2011
Fiji Final Update!

Sunday, September 11, 2011
Bring Hope to Fiji
At this point I am still in need of $1500 to go to Fiji. Please pray about how you can help be a part of taking the love of Christ to the people of Fiji.
If you would like to donate you can visit the support information tab
Tuesday, August 9, 2011
God wants a family
After six weeks of this DTS I have seen so many breakthroughs in the lives of the students. They are so hungry for God and are stepping out of their comfort zones like I have never seen before. This group is simply blowing my mind with how they are laying down their lives to pursue what God has for them. I can honestly say that I am having to keep up with this group in running after Jesus.
Wednesday, June 15, 2011
"Revelation brings a Crisis"
I have now been in Kona, Hawaii for three weeks and have gone through so much transformation! Yes I have completed a discipleship training school and staffed one last year but I am beginning to understand when our staff trainer Jeremy West says “be a disciple first always”. A discipleship training school (DTS) is something you can graduate from, but you never graduate from being a disciple. The past few weeks have been some of the hardest times in my short Christian walk, but it has been my choice to continue to engage myself with the heart of God that has changed me. In plain words I can't rely on my own experiential knowledge but to always be teachable and pliable by God.
During staff training the past two weeks the one quote that has been stuck in my head has been “revelation brings a crisis”. The idea is that when there is true revelation from God there should be some kind of crisis that provokes me to seek or desire a change. This should then hopefully bring me to seek Jesus Christ for the grace that I need to walk in it. It’s really the same as “revelation requires a response” but I never thought about the fact that when I start feeling like I’m having some kind of life crisis that it could actually be God’s love. In no way am I saying that God kills people to teach us or that he makes us suffer so that we realize we need Him. I’m saying that there might be heart issues or mindsets that we have and when we are pursuing God His light actually shines on us revealing the hidden things.
I had one especially hard week where I felt like all of my junk was rising to the surface. This was where I had to consider the fact that maybe God wants to do a work in my life. One day I felt so rebellious and didn’t want to do anything during worship or focus on God. I didn’t want to open my mouth or do anything. Later that day one of the other staff asked me how I was doing and I simply responded “bad”. She didn’t try to do anything other than simply pray for me and it was so encouraging! I know that God doesn’t want us to walk these things out by ourselves and that he desires for us to have loving friendships that can simply pray for each other and see breakthrough.
I have simply experienced a passion for Jesus and a constant choice to engage Gods heart, no matter how I feel. I have had to press through some of the driest days where I don’t “feel His presence” and had to just trust that He was with me. This is so necessary in a place where ministry is 24/7 and I usually don’t “feel” like I can minister to others. I have to hold on to the truth that it’s worth it! When God is glorified through other people finding out who they are in Him than we continue to see more and more of who He is!
18 more days until over 100 students come to have their lives radically changed!!!
Wednesday, May 11, 2011
New Update!
Update of the last few months
I recently spent two months traveling across the United States with a group of 5 friends that I work with in the Discipleship Training School. We visited different ministries and leaders of the ministries to gain perspective of what they see God doing in our nation and in our generation. It was an amazing eye opening time of seeing so many different parts of the church operating in exactly what God created them to be. There is so much diversity in the church and it is so beautiful to see a certain part working exactly as it should. Sometimes we would go from one place to another and it seemed like they saying complete opposite things, but it really took us to a deeper level of seeking the Lord and in the end we really saw that most of what they were saying was the same but communicated differently. I could see the love of God in so many different ministries and began to understand how I had to break some of the boxes I was putting Him in.
We also saw how God was revealing Himself to us in our small community of 6 throughout the trip. We had amazing times together as we spent endless hours driving over 13,000 miles in our 1998 Dodge conversion van. We really learned how to love each other and this only increased the presence of God in our group. God has been putting 1John 4:11-12 on my heart and revealing to me how much it connects to what He is doing in my life and in our group.
"11 Dear friends, since God loved us that much, we surely ought to love each other. 12 No one has ever seen God. But if we love each other, God lives in us, and his love is brought to full expression in us."
I have never seen God and known His love as much as I had on that trip and it wasn’t in the church building or listening to the preacher, it was with my friends as we would seek the Lord and love one another. This is simply the first two commandments of loving God and loving your neighbor. It was a deep revelation of how God really brought His love to a full “expression”, or “perfection” as we began to love each other. We had even seen a few peoples lives completely transformed and redirected back to God because of how they saw God in our lives! That was the most effortless evangelism I've ever been involved in.

My next steps
I will be heading back to Kona, Hawaii at the end of the month to work in another Discipleship Training School. I am completing my second year of my two year commitment and should be expecting anywhere from 70 to 100 students. The first phase of the school is three months of lecture where we have a different speaker each week talk about different topics about God like “the Father heart of God” or “The Holy Spirit”. During time we have close one on one discipleship and small group times with the students. The second phase is a three month outreach where I will most likely be taking a team to Southeast Asia to serve in different churches and ministries.
This is a service based ministry and I am committing my next seven months to this school. This school had a major impact in my life as most of you know and I have such a desire to see others have the same freedom and revelation that comes with a personal relationship with Jesus Christ. This school also has a major impact on the nations that we go to. Whether it’s serving long term missions or working with local native churches, we are able to see amazing fruit and this brings so much perspective to our students as well.
Your Part
Please consider how you might be able to partner with me in this next seven months either in financial or prayer support. Both areas are major areas that I depend on others for.
Prayer support
Please consider taking time each day or even once a week to pray for me as well as other staff and students. There is a constant battle going on and as we begin to tear down the works of the enemy in our lives and go after all that God has for us there will be heavy opposition from the enemy.
Financial support
I am dependent on financial support to be able to serve in this school since it is a volunteer program. Please pray about making a donation or even becoming a monthly supporter. Check out my support page for more info.
Tuesday, April 19, 2011
Saturday, April 2, 2011
Texas to Northern California

We are now in the last couple weeks of our trip and have made it all the way up to Redding, California to visit Bethel Church for the weekend. We had such an amazing time in Texas, stopping in Waco and visiting the Antioch church which reaches out to the Baylor university and community college campuses by setting up discipleship houses and other training programs. The church also plants other church communities like this around the world and wants to plant one in all of the 50 states. Us guys were able to stay at one of these discipleship houses for a night and spend some time talking to the guys there. One of the guys had heard about what the Antioch church was doing and moved out to go to school there for a deeper relationship with Jesus and for the community that is created there. I was amazed at the discipleship that was going on here and vision to go beyond just surviving as a college student.
Next we headed down to San Antonio, Texas to visit a church that was hosting Todd Bentley for a few days of healing ministry. I know there is controversy over him doing ministry and his history, but he spent some time humbling himself and is back to working in his calling and God is still moving through his ministry so we decided to check it out. One of the hardest things being there was choosing not to judge and not even focus on him but to keep my eyes on Jesus and to see what God is doing. It was incredible how many people where healed and how they were able to keep the focus on God and continue to give glory to God.
We are now up in Redding, California visiting Bethel Church for the weekend and I am blown away by how awesome this place is! We arrived on Friday and attended that nights service and met up with some friends that were there. On Saturday we were able to go to the "Healing Room" where they have people come sign up to be prayed for. We where able to go in and see how it worked and it was nothing liked I expected. Instead of sadness and heaviness there was such a spirit of joy in the rooms and an expectancy for people to be healed. At the end we where able to stay with the staff as they circled around and shared testimonies. For almost a half hour they shared story after story of people that had awesome miracles and healing happen that day! If you would like to check out some of the testimonies you can click HERE to go to their testimony page.
We now have about nine days left on this trip and will be heading down to Sacramento and
Los Angeles. We should be meeting a few more people on the way but we will be taking some time to do some serious processing of all that the Lord has shown us.
Please pray that we make it through the rest of this trip as safe as we have and that we continue to stay open and available for whatever God has for us.
Check out our team page for more details and pictures!!! http://www.awakennations.com/